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Thursday, July 26, 2007

What's with the guilt??

Hmmmmppphhh!!!!!
Right now am in the middle of a call (which fortunately my manger decided not to attend and so this blog was born) and all of us ( by us I mean me and all my colleagues) are totally pissed with the situation, which is due to two basic reasons.
1. We dont get an ounce of wat those firangs talk about
2. We dont care an ounce of what those firangs talk about.
So all in all we are just trying to make out what these guys are talking about and cursing our manager at regular intervals for leaving us here like this.
In the middle of all thsi I kinda had an argument with oen of my colleague and me being me said a couple of rude things and just a second later felt guilty about, which in turn made me wonder about the mechanism of guilt.
What is with guilt?
We feel guilty about doing anything that pleases us. we feel guilty about eating too much, bout playing too much, eating too good , indulging too much, roaming too much and at time we feel guilty about feeling guilty?
I mean why is anything that is even remotely close to making us happy makes us feel guilty?
May be its with how much confortable we are under our skin and how much confidence we carry with ourself.
Its just about how much wrong we think we can go. The more we think we are wrong the tighter is the grip of guilt on us.
Simple correlation?
Well right now ma feeling guilty about not attending the call properly, so with a heavy heart and hand I would get back to my call.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Recent things

It's been really long since I last posted anything here.
Have been busy with work, new work, old work n all dat.
Watched harry potter the other day.
Decent movie, not as good as the other ones but still ok (was kinda expecting this since this part of the novel was not as good as the others).
The climax was amazing despite of a sad ending.
Well apart from this recently realised that am a pure harry potter fanatic and I liked harry potter (daniel radcliff basically) in most in the first part which is the sorceres stone and in books
I liked the second book the most.
Have read the book thrice already and am planning to revise the rest of the parts as well.
Apart from harry potter we shifted our office from diamond district to ecospace.
The office is amazingly beautiful with all the amenities one can wish for ( we have a McD's and baskin&robbins. Beat dat!!) but still there is something in thsi office which doesnt seem to be very appealing to me.
May be its the new place syndrom which is speaking but somehow I havent been able to give my 100% since I have come here.
The week just drives by me swooshing over my head and I am not able to complete the work I assign myself.
and the work is crazy (trust me for a change the work really is crazy)
I have decided to constantly remind myself of the work pressure so that I strat getting in pace and start working a little harder.
Anyways lets just see how things work out but there is something about this office which has negative energy or negative chi or some thing of that sort.
Well thats about it for now lets see how things shape up in the future ( now where is my crystal ball)